December 2011
1 post
October 2011
6 posts
will-power & self-dicipline
i believe that my lack of ability is directly dependent on my lack of self-discipline.
i have this terrible habit of riding on emotions. my actions and productivity is based on motivation. i would pump myself up by saying, “OKAY! this semester/month/year is going to be productive and awesome!” but what usually happens, is the motivation will subside. i’ll get lazy, which leads...
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experience.
over the years, you’d think that from all of the running away i’ve done, i would have finally learned to run away without guilt.
fuck you, guilty conscience. please go away.
i’m not well.
so lost; so confused
but still unafraid.
September 2011
4 posts
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August 2011
1 post
July 2011
2 posts
Life, Laughs, & Aloha's: As soon as the clock... →
livelaughaloha:
As soon as the clock struck 6:00 PM and the American flag is lowered, I made my way down the lifeguard mound on National blvd today I lost one of my flip flops in the quicksand. Bummed out and mainly shocked by the sudden sandy consumption of my lone flip flop, I began to dig deep into the…
June 2011
13 posts
You were too late when you told me not to love...
i felt an obligation to show this amazing...
David Khim 12: 40 am
i miss elementary school
):
celinaaa 12: 40 am
whyyyy
David Khim 12: 40 am
i miss how festive our holiday celebrations were
decorated classrooms for halloween
teachers giving out candy
and dressing up
making those feather hats for thanksgiving
and having "feasts"
and donating canned food
for thanksgiving
and making gingerbread houses for christmas
and singing songs
celinaaa 12: 41 am
omggg ;_;
David Khim 12: 41 am
and making those chain links to count down to christmas
and the class pictures
and those stupid individual pictures
no idea what they were for
but for parents to buy
and frame
to embarass us in the future
and everyone getting cards from everyone else for valentines day
celinaaa 12: 42 am
YEAHHHH
THE CANDY HEARTS
David Khim 12: 42 am
and getting all happy just because i got cards from the cute girls even though i know everyone got them
and chasing after each other on march 17
to pinch each other
and stupid april fools jokes
celinaaa 12: 42 am
omg the tether ball and handball contests
David Khim 12: 42 am
and playing chicken on the monkey bars
and being the king of teather ball
celinaaa 12: 43 am
getting blisters from rings
David Khim 12: 43 am
and dodgeball in a huge circle
and kickball
and being so amazed when a teacher could kick a ball really really high
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i'm glad i had a good elementary school experience
purple pennies in the park
11:30PM - Korean BBQ with the loves - Erin, Demi, and Ben.
1:00PM - Introduced Erin and Ben to Frost Bites.
1:30PM - Went shopping at the Cypress Swap Meet. Got a couple of 6 dollar shirts and groovy sunglasses.
3:00PM - Went to Sears, K-Mart, and Lakewood mall with Hugo and Ben in search of watches. Was reunited with a girl from my LBCC days - Kaycee, who works at Hot Topic. read nylon...
"i can't feel my legs....!"
left demi’s house around 8AM with a bagful of recyclable goods. it was worth it to be dish washer for the night. <3
switched to retail zombie from 10-5:30, and dropped off Paris Je T’aime at Hugo’s house. kidnapped Ben for a quick bite at Yogurtland, and then had a Walmart adventure with Soka and Eric. Smuggled candy goods into the movie theatre, and watched X-Men: First...
baristas for the bay
went to casa de luna with ben to be productive. i refused to leave until he finished his paper. got a really good roast beef sandwich with a luna latte. <3
we then we to the beverage barn for the first time ever! got schooled by a security guard about tequila. ended up buying a bottle along with some margarita mix and adult chocolate milk. <3
headed over to Target to shop for watches, so...
green screen
11:00 - shruti woke me up this morning. x____x went to school and saw her and varsha put together their project. it was truly inspiring. varsha looked sexy all suited up in the mocap suit. had a free meal from baja fresh before heading off to my first career development class.
8:00 - went to the gym with Christine, and saw Paul. HAHA.
11:00 - met up with Paul for...
oh la la, coco cha-cha-chanel!
Went to Royal/T for the first time with Ben and Erin today. Ordered the Rose Milk Tea and the chicken katsu. that is all :>
May 2011
38 posts
revelations and recovery
this past week has taught me how much i’ve consumed myself in facebook and tumblr. it’s just sad that i’ve just realized how much of a “troller” i am.
on a better note, i am one another drinking weekend down from finding out my liver’s tolerance level of alcohol before it forces my stomach to eject acid:
tues: got fed a poisoned brownie. discovered what true...
hum bug
it’s very difficult to remember the past two weeks o.o
happee buttday, my seester deer..!
10:00 - took a trip to Santa Monica with Eric and Christina via metro. Was mesmerized by Christina’s eyes for most of the day. Had the lunch special at this bomb Italian place on 3rd street promenade. Their bread was so freaking bomb. I seriously cannot get over how bomb that bread was. omgod.
We went shopping along the promenade. I bought Hugo a mustache training book, and a couple of...
weekend
alrighty alrighty alrighty. so i recently reformatted my lifestyle to as followed: monday - friday, are now for school days and demo reel creation. friday night - sunday afternoon, work, and hypebeast partays!!!!!!!
record of past days:
friday - school, sushi and shopping with eric and momo, and got super fucked up at sandbar. made a fool of myself and lost credit card and car keys. dean rescued...
forever not so alone...
it’s nice to know i’m not the only zombie-fied student here:
teacher: alright guys, if you’re not paying attention, NOW IS THE TIME TO PAY ATTENTION. you need to know this!
unsuspecting classmate: *stands up, hands other classmate a note, and walks to the bathroom*
teacher: -_____-
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAaaaaaaaAhhhhhhh……
x_x
i needa calm my tits!
yesterday at work, i had a certain type of customer i haven’t had in a while.
a British Indian man. Tall, big-eyed, and SEXY WITH THAT ACCENT….
Him: Excuse me miss, can you help me out?
Me: Why, yes…!
Him: I’m so sorry, but pardon my accent. I’m from Britain.
Me: JUST KEEP TALKING! <3 I’LL PARDON ANYTHING YOU SAY!
ahh i love summer season.
bring on...
another unproductive morning
i don’t understand! why the hell am i so unproductive in animation class?! it’s like when i sit down, i’m pumped with coffee and prepared for the 8 hour haul. but when the recording starts, my mind…it just freaking BLANKS.
BLANKS. like….super hard core…
like, listless eyes, drooling mouth, zombie-fied mess BLANK.
RAAAAAWAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and thus, i find...
hulk constipated, not angry
im not quite sure why, but whenever i’m in class, i just blank the fuck out. it’s so annoying because i want to pay attention, but its so freaking impossible when i drive through 2 hours of traffic in the AM without breakfast.
AHHHH FOREVER FRUSTRATED…